Dorian - inspired by Gleb Kolyadin's music as poloniumcubes (Track 01072012)

Hello Dorian
Yes, it's been a while
I remember
I remember once
when we were together
down at that music studio
and i was about to leave
And
And you looked at the door
And I looked at you
There was light coming in
And right into your eyes
I remember that little moment
When I saw your deep-blue eyes
and saw no pupil
You were so scary and beautiful my Dorian
Always so beautiful
I remember your eyelashes
So long and shy, looking down
They were white, my love
Completely white
Just as the smell of your skin
And The opposite color of you soul, of course
They were so elegant, almost unreal
Unique, for sure
An external part of your eccentric Ego
I felt like looking at the oblivion itself that very moment
And I am sure you knew
I am sure you understood that
That was the moment when I really
When I was lost into you for real
With no hope to come back
Look at me Dorian
Almost drown in your darkness that throw me away
I lost respect for my feelings a long time ago
And I lost faith you would fall in love with me someday
It is so scary, Dorian
All I m left with in the end...
Are some stupid, insignificant memories.
You don't even know what you've really done to me

I' m so scared Dorian
I'm so alone
All those letters I never sent you
Just because I live so far away now
Had only
Had only this single line

"I feel nothing, Dorian"